confused

If you like someone,
and all you did is just waiting
until the feeling fade away..
Then why do you like the someone start from the beginning?
since it doesnt make any difference after all.

ahh. all i think about is just love and relationship these days.
yeahh.. and here comes my LOVEly days...
i know life is not just about these.
final exam is getting nearer.
i will study..
when i have the mood.
maybe there is nothing else for me to worry about in life.
lols
i shall be happy for this reason :D
i realised my childish-ness these days.
when i get moody because of sum really really really small matter.
it is so small that........
i don't even have the guts to share with people.
love makes people blind and loses their mind.
i am experiencing it, i guess.
am i in love?? O.o
i don't know.. sigh.. i am too scared.. to give away my heart for someone to take care..
thought i would be rational and face these thing calmly.
but now, i just couldnt do what you want. what i plan to be.
couldnt be as cool as how i always wanted to.
making decision is always the toughest task for me.
i don't want to make any. i just want to sit back, and relax.
i'm tired. thinking alone here. make me feel like a stupid girl.
right. enough for today.




p/s: u are not an asshole. that is just because u love him.