please dun leave me

there is something wrong with my baby
he look so emo... sigh
i wonder if he become like this because of me
i'm sorry baby..

didnt know what i have done make you feel so bad...
behaving so weirdly..
i don't want u to leave me.....
i wish that we would be together for a very long time..
not like my ex...

my first one... someone steal it from me..
a really bad experience..
i was very sad.. i cried alot...
second... i knew it wont last long start from the beginning...
everyone told me so...
but still, due to my stubborness...
finally, still not a happy ending..

the next one is you...
many people do not have confidence with you...
but still... i am falling for u... until today...
u cant imagine how much i love you...
since the first day we met in the shopping complex...
i fall in love with you..
you look so charming..
you grabbed my heart..
until today...
i still love you... alot alot...
if there is a chance..
i hope we would be together forever...
we have spend 4 months and 15 days together..
its a very short time..
being with you.. time really passed very fast...
i feel that u are giving me signs...
trying to tell me that u are leaving me..
but please dont...
i am too afraid to lose you...
i really hope you can read this blog of mine..
and tell me that you are never gonna leave me.....




















my S500i baby..... T.T
please dun leave me....

我就是爱甜的

生命就像拆开一颗又一颗的糖果
不同的味道，不同的感觉
七彩缤纷的包装纸
让人不禁期盼
里面的糖果究竟是什么味道

现在我拆开的这一颗
是甜甜的
放进嘴里的那一刻
让人感到好幸福
但是 不知道它会不会跟HI SOUR相反
由甜甜的感觉转为酸酸的
让人好不难受

虽然说
如果没有不好吃的糖果
怎能比较出好吃的糖果
不过我真的不想要！
我宁愿一直吃甜的那颗
直到感觉腻到不行
直到有糖尿病

我就是不要不甜的！

P.H.O.T.O.S

my fav choc bun :D

juu n me (my future-shoppingmate)

AGAIN, the happy three friends :D

another happy outing, thanks ^^

shy shy huanting..

you are special

once it comes, it comes in tonnes
i couldnt resist it
the feeling
that i am long for it
it sneaks into my mind out of my awareness
i get to know it when
you keep appearing in my mind
and it becomes more and more frequent
if you wonder whether you yourself is the person i'm talking about right now
yeah, its you
kinda unbelievable huh?
we just get to know for a short time
really short one
and it just happened like this :)

sathish's bday :D

KING OF THE DAY

SATHISH!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

he was forced to pose like this....

somehow, the story hasnt end.....

TAKE #1

TAKE #2

TAKE #3

TAKE #4

LASTLY... I LOVE GROUP PHOTOS :D

sathish.. he's a mr. nice guy :)

hope u enjoyed this day ^^ having us around..

all the best in life !!!

do re mi fa so la ti doooooooo

风远远地吹着我的脸我的手我的发我的心我的眼睛
你远远的呆在那个城那个路那个房那个灯那扇窗口
我静静的放着你给我的cd音乐当作背景
怎么唱
都不再煽情
我记得你习惯闭着眼抱着我好像我是你的脸笑嘻嘻
我不知该如何对你笑对你哭张着嘴不理你像个机器
你的世界我的日子好像没有谁对谁发过脾气
过的太快,来不及
唉哟……
你说你说我们要不要在一起
柔情的日子里
生活的不费力气
傻傻看你
只要和你在一起
唉哟……
我说我说我要我们在一起
爱你不费力气
不像现在只能遥远的唱着你


kinda addicted to this song :)
altho i dun really understand some of the part..
ok la... actually i only understand a little bit xD
i like the 你说你说我们要不要在一起 and 我说我说我要我们在一起
its like a dialogue xD hahas
hope u ll like this song also yeahh

heels = hell

i just realised he is also a LEO
oh my god, i shud ve knew it!!!!
he really gav me that really familiar feel xD
told u horoscope is accurate ><

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

a busy day
started with presentation
then party
then home
hahaha simplified alot, yeah i know xD
heres the video :)



i feel SO EXHAUSTED now
the party was really fun
i like the part when all of us just jump onto the dance pool and dance like crazy xD
dancing with every song playing.. xD
love it!! everyone was so high and just couldnt control ourself xD
it reminds me of pbsm.. :D
owh, of course, got quite alot hot guys and girls
that makes me feel like i don't exist... xD too hot!!!
come on la, imagine their dress.. so sexy..
even a small small children can beat me.. and with their heavy make up.. lols
my feet lost its feel.. after i took of my heels..
omg... i ve been wearing heels to dance.. for such a long time O.o
i really love danceworld.. and also the ppl there :)
i so hoped i'm not a beginner
but undeniable, i am T.T
its ok, cuz i know if i am to giv up now, there ll never be a day for me to bcum a bronze, silver or gold class dancer..
i will gambade!! :D :D
i think this is the first time i've decided to do something that lasts long
at least, it has been monthes.. :)
i'm so happy with my life :D
yeahhh, right, happy
but not satisfied
i need something more...
phew~ i know.. dun say that i am not appreciating things around me
cause I DO!!! its just that i am greedy
i want more to make my life happier :D

brownies and cake

INSTRUCTIONS:
First, get a bowl and place it below your mouth.
Next, use your mouse and scroll down.




amerian brownies

carrot cake with lots of raisins and nuts...

it looks like healthy food which is sooo not my type.. anyway it turned out to be very nice :D

SO TEMPTING~ *DROOLS*.........

loneliness

it tiptoed into my room
never thought it will be here
i awaken from my dream
and saw the fact
oh yes, dream has ended
things i wished would happen is left behind in the dream
i woke up
its around me
i can breath it
it stinks
at this moment, i sooo wished i could get rid of it

thanks for loving me, my 'dear' aka kancil

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST

yes.. i passed today xD

i feel so touched when the tester gav me the paper

anda lulus!!! xD

so happy :D

actually i feel kinda surprised.. to see myself passed in on the road test..

cuz i dun think myself did well enuf..

but still, i got 18/20 xD

i failed last time.. in less than 5 minutes time.. and i got 5/20 that time

lols.. i am sososososo WOWWW when i passed the bukit..

once i got up there, that person ask my number and said turun.

i cannot tahan my happiness lolsss xD

phew~ cool down~

that means i will be able to drive in a very short time :)

woohoo !!! xP

p/s: i've changed my msn to huanting-lovely@hotmail.com

huanting91@hotmail.com will not be available anymore

thank uuuuu :D

friday night

after tung's party.... in the oldtownwhitecoffee.....

u are so HOT!! xD (which girl is falling for him already?)

after that we all went home lo...

i couldnt get into sleep even tho it's 2.30am... O.o

thanks to the white coffee i drank... ==

it's too thick... i guess...

* will upload photos from d party if i can get some.lols

bored

from jason's blog

1.What is the connection between you & the last person that called you ?
- my driving instructor..

2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone ?
- yes. when i am sick of waiting for sms reply. (weird?)

3.What happened at 10.00am today ?
- in mcD with mcflurry

4.When did you last cry ?
- when i failed my driving test T.T

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
- white bread, no WHOLEMEAL pls

6.What do you want in your life right now ?
- i want love from everyone. can u all spend some on me? :D

7.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains,or just put on your hood ?
- neither. *raindrops keep falling on my HEAD*

8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed ?
- big and very soft pillow

9.What bottoms are you wearing now ?
- esprit

10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says ?
- i never like a girl that long since i have gf. u are special. *wowww, i'm special!! xD*

11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
- i don't. i always wish that its a simple one. ASAP : as simple as possible

12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone ?
- no

13.What was the last movie you last caught ?
- made of honour

14.What are you proud off ?
- for being sooooo huanting

15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ?
- forward msg. too long to be typed out

16.What is the last song you sang out loud ?
- 你要的爱! love this song

17.Do you have any nice names ? What are they ?
- cacty, princess =), one thing

18.What was the last receive text message ? Who was it from ?
- she ask me to be together with u. (last saved, others deleted)

19.What time did you go to bed last night ?
- 12am i think

20.Are you currently happy ?
- not really

21.Who gives you the best advice ?
- i am the one giving people advice. lols

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can ?
- NO.

23.Who did you talk on phone last night ?
- tung,meili,uncle hock

24.Is anything bugging you right now ?
- yes.

25.What's bugging you right now ?
- assignments. i mean assignmentS. tests.

26.Do you wear toe socks ?
- no

27.Who was the last person you last had a missed call from ?
- tung

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
- it was long time ago

29.What annoys you most in a person ?
- attitude

30.Do you have a crush on anyone ?
- currently.. yes i think..

31.Have you ever done cocaine ?
- no

32.What is the colour of your room ?
- orangish yellow

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
- YES. one stone kills 2 birds. why not?

34.Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap" ?
- i talk alot........

35.Who was the last person who lay in your bed ?
- mummy

36.Who was the last person who hugged you ?
- meili

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?
- of course. he's still alive.

38.Do you have a life ?
- yes. an empty one.

39.Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't ?
- yeah. when i was young. lol

40.What is the reason behind your profile song ?
- dedicated to someone. hoping the person would ask me this question.

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ?
- Gary chao ge xD

42.Last time I smiled ?
- a while ago

43.Have you ever change this year ?
- yes. alot. alot alot alot. and still undergoing the process.

44.What are you listening to right now ?
- don't cha

45.Are you talking to someone doing this ?
- nope

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
- both. i blink.

47.Is there any quote you live by ?
- i am always doing things i cant do. thats how i get to do them.

48.Do you want someone you can't have ?
- gary T.T

49.Have you ever played an instrument ?
- piano

50.What is the worst idea you have this week ?
- secret recipe on monday makes me broke

51.What are you doing last night 11.00p.m ?
- sms-ing, watching tv, supper

52. Are you happy with your love life ?
- not having love life currently

53.What song do your describe your love life ?
- don't know

54.Does the person know you like him/her ?
- i'm not sure about this. maybe.

55.Who always make you laugh ?
- friends. i make ppl laugh together with me xD

56.Do you speak other language other than English ?
- mandarin, hokkien, malay

57.Are you blond ?
- black but dyed

58.What's your full name ?
- gan huan ting

59.What are you doing tomorrow ?
- study, dance, saturday is cendolday!!

60.What do you think you are like ?
- i'm like a tortoise, always hiding from things that MIGHT injure me. slow motion.

61.Who do you chose to die with ?
- i wan to die alone.

62.Where have you been today ?
- home, college, mcD, amcorp mall, state, home

63.What do you play often ?
- sudoku :D

64.Who are you missing right now ?
- none

65.If you've choosen between LOVE and FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose ?
- friends

66.What are you doing right now ?
- answering Question 66

67.Which primary school are you from ?
- SRJK (C) CHWS, SRJK (C) CHENMOH

68.Name 3 colour you like .
- white, pink, turqoise

69.What emotion you like to show ?
- happy

70.What is life to you ?
- earning and then spending money. find the person i loveeeeee. family :)

71.If you have something troubling you,what will you do ?
- ask for advices

72.Who did you last chat in msn ?
- lok mun

73.Who do you admire most ?
- gary

74.Which month are you born in ?
- april

75.How are you feeling right now ?
- bored

76.What is the time right now ?
- 4.28pm

77.Where are you right now ?
- at home

78.What colour did you use to dye your hair ?
- purplish red

79.Why are you doing this test ?
- refer question 75

80.What you do when you are moody ?
- cry. eat. find someone to talk to.

81.At which age you wish to get married ?
- 27..? 28..? around that

82.Who is more important to you ? Boyfriend or Girlfriend/Friend ?
- both

83.Do you think you have enough confidence ?
- more than enough sometimes.

84.Who is the person you trusted most ?
- daddy

85.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain ?
- it is scientifically proven.

86.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
- i wish i can snap a pic with u ><

87.What is your goal for this year ?
- do d best i can in studies

88.Do you dance?
- yes. i love it.

89.What feeling do you love most ?
- romantic :)

90.Do you really think it's global warming now ?
- yes

91.What is the feeling you hate most ?
- jealousy

92.Do you cherish every single friend of yours ?
- not all.

93.Do you believe in god ?
- u do what u want to change ur life.

94.Who care for you most ?
- my daddy <3

95.What do you think is the most important things in your life ?
- career = money

96.What will you bring when you fight ?
- i dont fight, anymore.

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?
- i might regret for not doing anything now

98.Who is the person who sent you the most messages in your inbox ?
- jason

99.What if your stead two-timed you ?
- hurted

100. Someone you can't live without ?
- my friends

I am fishmonger

Do not ask people, "What should I do?"
Ask yourself, "What I want?"
No one can know you better than yourself :)

Do what you think is right.
Do what you think is best for yourself.
No matter what decision you have made, still, there may be people feeling sad.
But think on the bright side, there are people feeling happy for u!

I am a selfish person.
If you ask me what you should do.
I would keep you with me.
and to be the someone who is always there for me.

good & bad news

BAD NEWS!!!

3 weeks left to final
die lo die lo
my physics.. computing..
T.T exam is so scary...
must really start studying already >.<
u wont believe it.
i have been having MIDTERM for about 4 weeks??
godness.
midterm is NOT OVER yet and final is coming.
sorry but i really hate u, miss I**** !!!!


GOOD NEWS!!!

5 weeks left to my sweet-3-week-long semester break
wohoooooo~!!!
can start to plan my holidays liao xD
Ish... buddies...
i hope i can spend my time doing something MEANINGFUL then.
no more working, unless i am TOO DESPERATE for $$$$




p/s : happy birthday to ah tung :)

FUTURE

Oh my oh my oh my oh my...........
have been wondering of my future......
career...? study...? family....? husband.....?
i am not thinking TOO FAR....
cuz they are actually all related... xD
let me explain,
i am currently.. planning which path to study..
food science ? or nutrition ??
they might sound the same for u.. but they arent.
aww.. food scientist.. more to hiding urself the lab..
and nutritionist more to meeting ppl..
fs, research job. nn, communicating job, and also is a professional.
fs, work in rural area most probably, cuz industry mah.
nn, in city most probably. otherwise mana ada orang datang?
so.. this leads to .. husband and family.
husband.. for nutrition part :
if my pay too high.. and professional summore.. sure ll feel myself very geng.
like that, sure all guys stay away from me lar, cuz i'm too smart (according to ten xD)
family.. for food scientist part :
if i am to work in rural area.. kampung kampung.. and i have a family..
how am i going to stay with them? maybe we live separately?? so weird!!!
meet once in a week? @@
duhh.. everything has its pros and cons, as john said.
so now... i... still wondering.. doubting... thinking...
haven decide. cuz i just cant!!
joseph said, its d best to study in oversea.. work there until u are 40+ years old..
and come back when u see opportunities in mayb other countries..
oh my god.. that will make me a superwoman who is crazy working always and not a good mother
duhhh.. what am i expecting?
lets back to the very first thing..
to choose whether to be a good mother or a super woman.
i do want to earn money, and hav a family as well.
can i choose both...?

lols, right. know u must be laughing over me.
this girl ahh, dun even hav a boyfriend and already imagining myself as a GOOD MOTHER already.
dun la, just planning for my future.
wonder how it will be...
don't want to solve something when it's already infront of my eyes @@
planning will make thing perfect...
好的策划是成功的一半！
of course i will makesure that i'll get a husband in future.
dun wanna be lonely.. of course, who does??
ahh.. enuf of husband husband - ing..
feel so fat hiaw~
now, just cheers and enjoy my life :)
hey friends, know what my 口头禅 is?
NO?? duh.. u must not been seeing me for long time.. or we are not close.. sorry..
okok, let me tell u here..
it is..








我有的是青春! :D

read and forget

睡前，想的是你
睡醒，想的还是你
想得眼花缭乱，觉得自己都变得怪怪的了
一直希望发生的事
慢慢的，它好像真的发生了
我已如愿以偿
但 我犹豫了
内心似乎有一点点期望

永远都那么矛盾


**************************


天啊
想不到到了这个时代
我还会因为你跟我说话
而觉得脸庞热热的（不要笑）

当时
连看你的勇气也没有
我安慰自己
一定是因为很久没有跟你说话了

短短几分钟的对话
却足以让我脸红心跳加速
奇怪了
我又怎么了？

ENJOYING my life :)

phew... after weeks of exams...
finally i get to go for a DATE with someone
(according to tung, when a guy goes out with a girl, it is called a DATE)
alright so the DATING turned out ..... fun? can say so xD
this guy is someone i can really talk to, we talked for hours.. and hours..
and i really like his horoscope :)
oops... do i sound like falling for someone...?
wait, if u are asking me whether am i getting a new boyfriend already?
lols dun worry buddies, huanting is still single and sexy

until i meet someone.. really.. trustable :) lols

huanting ll not fall in another trap so easily.. love trap xD hahas
so... my life is.. erm.. FUN if exams, assignments and reports are excepted.


watched this movie yesterday :)
it is so so so sweet and funny
girls, if u are going to watch, bring a guy and hug him coz u would want to xD
same to guys, bring an opposite gender and enjoy the movie!
wish everyone happy always ^^