别让我再见到你

也是的

那么久没受到挫折了

难怪我会不想说话

心里还是很难受的

但没想要分享 我是无辜没错 但也不需要被安慰了

没有必要一直提 浪费我身体水份

原来还是那容易受伤的小女孩

有时宁愿被惹生气爆脏话 也不愿意觉得受伤

还是要感谢替我出气 感谢安慰我 的那些人

是人生中 第二次的感动

谢谢他们 不觉得那只是一件小事

No Life

就是一种很绝望的感觉

很想吃维他命自杀

很想用头发吊颈自杀

很想吃糖果巧克力自杀

很想不说话口臭熏死自己

谢天谢地

我还有一个可以乱乱讲话的地方

被婚姻背叛的女人

“老野说直到看到某人为止 不然他不会安详离开

如果他死了 我就是富婆了啦

保险什么都买了一大堆

还说如果他死了 叫我最好等一两年才另外结婚

还叫我不要一下花完那些钱

唉 如果让我回到以前 我一定不会结婚

单身管自己就好 不用顾整个家

寂寞就找一个伴

可以你玩你的 我玩我的

不开心就分开啦 有什么大不了

男人结婚后还不是一样出去滚

到最后还要因为孩子忍下去

不结婚就没有这种顾虑了”

面膜被卸掉

我忍不住睁开眼睛偷瞄

是个约三十出岁的女人

如果你是一个活着是为了结婚生子幸福地生活的人

祝你好运再加上好命

也诚恳希望除此之外 你还能找到活着的其他意义

突然很感伤

我的部落格好像很 emo 酱...

天空突然变得好黑

乌云来了

我踩屎了

大狗抓脸了

顾客骂了

老豆念我了

工作迟到了

他说我们越来越有距离了

是下雨了吗

还是泪水?

helpless

It must not feel good.
What happened to everyone?
Am I the only one who realised all these?
Or am I the one who had changed....?
Have I been standing on another piece of ground, having another piece of mind in my head?
Is that the reason I thought everyone had changed?
Are they looking at me as if I'm the one who had changed?
What is going on?
I want things to return to its original position...
Please.. I hope, I pray, and I beg..
Tell me nothing will do any of us apart..

rest in peace...

他躺在马路上
被不透光的塑料盖着
已经没有呼吸；
身躯留在地面上
灵魂却已不在这世间

是行人？
因为赶时间，冲过马路？

是骑士？
左弯右拐，被撞倒了？

还是不负责任的驾驶人士
不先看看旁镜就换轨道，把人给撞倒了

我不知道
就算知道了，他也不会醒过来

生命就是这么脆弱
死亡来的就是那么突然
所以请你们一定要好好珍惜身边的人

愿你安息...

sedih pedih.

Feel so emo nowadays.

Might be due to hectic timetable?

Or the ignorance I felt?

Perhaps pms?

Or family members not being well?

Maybe the thought that I'm leaving msia in less than 1 years time.

Or in other way my last 6 months in ucsi.

I feel like crying now.

Still......

I love everyone of you. *hugs and kisses*

Right I know I'm thinking too much like an emo freak.
And the song in my blog sound really emo too. *cries*

I need hugsssssssssssssss. Can you give me one?
No matter who you are.

T____________T

apologise

When there is a problem, everyone would look for someone to hold all the responsibilities.
Blame, scold, everything she wants to do to release her anger.
It feels sucks when you are the middle person.
You will feel like you're the one linking them up to this scandal, and of course you have the responsibility.
Maybe they wouldnt blame you, but how are you going to face them?
Especially when they are your best friends.
Please do not trust me again.
For I do not trust myself either.
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
Theres nothing I can do to change anything now.
I'm really sorry.






Please take note, sharing = caring is not applicable everytime.

J'ai besoin de toi.

Do you care?
No. You don't.
Tous parce que nous ne sommes rien mais des amis.
Something is wrong with me.
All I need is just a little attention from you.
I don't wanna be desperate.
私の感じを隠すことはとても困難であるのに。







♥ I want nobody nobody but you ♥

pms-ing

I feel lost.
Mum sacked a worker today who has worked for 4 years with no mercy.
I feel sympathy towards him.
What am I?
Who are my friends?
I feel lost.
I need a change in my life.
Desperately.
Bye.

遗失

什么是爱情？

我只知道
我们之间遗失了一些东西

我开始变得懒惰
懒得听 懒得说 懒得理
对着你，连眼睛都懒得睁开

你又在叹气
我不想再给予安慰
甚至想转身离开
那么地无情
我都给自己吓到了

心在呐喊
它说它好累
它抬不起感情这个负担
好重好重
快透不过气了

我想
除了爱情
我连耐心，关心，笑容通通还给你了
只剩下友谊在口袋里
你还要不要？

THE END

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Finally it has come to an end.
Learned a lot during this book fest.
Lots of sweet memories ;)
But it has ended, and new semester has begun.
I've gained experience through this book fest and I simply love who I am this time.
After being a cashier for a period of time, I learned to talk to strangers. LOL
Not that shy anymore :p
More 'seng mok' after being criticized by Francis, the supervisor who loves teasing me.
Met different people in life, and I realised I've growned up.
Emptiness has invaded my mind again.
You have no idea how much I hope it will never end! :(
I JUST HAD A MEANINGFUL SEMESTER BREAK.

so, what now?
Pictures! of course :)
For more pictures, visit my facebook profile ^^

me and amber chia.

I am so lucky because my lunch time is when she came for book signing session! Damn skinny and tall O_O

Rawang boy!!!

He asked whether did I mention any vulgar words when I was watching his videos at youtube.

" of course no! I'm very ladylike !!! "

XD

nicole is damn sweet!!!

same horoscope but so big difference. haih!

mc came to look for me wor. kononnya.




miko! xoxo

mr tang weng chun! forced him to take this pic when he's still on duty.

hoohoohoo~~

haih, dun feel like mentioning her name. HAHAHA~

but I am forced to, because she helped me alot during this book fest. *ahem ahem*
you know i know la. XD

fang dian!!!! the funny guy *electrifying*

that weina always have lunch with him and make me jealous.

sui gak!!!!! HMPH~

ah fai!!!! looks shy but actually NOT.

teased me alot lohhhh.

but thank you very much lohhhhh. (you know i know)

and also thanks for bringing food for me xD

I wish IT will never end :)





jia jun. I hope his gf doesnt get to see this picture lah. hahaha

matthew? daniel? 傻傻分不清楚





ah kuen. Damn tall and macho!!! *o*

but he's attached!!!! *cries*

i miss working at hall 2!

and I hope they miss me too :(

no turning back

Why am I the only different one? WHY?

Is this my faith?

Did I just let the opportunity slipped by?

Or this is how things should be?

I've chosen the left path of T junction, but I keep looking back.

There seems to be more fun at right path.

More crowded.

More opportunity.

But U-turning is not allowed.

I can only keep walking, keep walking.

Although I know this two paths are connected in the end.

I stood still, I sighed, I started to feel regret.

Maybe I should watch how things turn out to be before making so many complaints.

But now, I am jealous :(

i'm not getting any cosmetic lense

Goodbye without kiss

FAQ

What happened?
Its a difficult task for both of us, to remain friends

Who?
Me and L :)

Why?
I am a burden to him

When?
Since the day we went out, in august 2008. I should've realised it earlier

How?
After we broke up, I realised I can hardly find any similarities between us.
That increases the difficulty for both of us to remain friends.
I tried, to draw our distance closer.. and closer..
But to him, its just a waste of time.
Sorry for wasting your 9 months. You could probably use the time to get pregnant and give birth to a baby. wth. i'm crazy. haaaaaha :)


SO YOU REALLY THOUGHT OUT OF A SUDDEN I BECAME SO PASSIONATE WITH SNOOKER FOR NO REASON?
smart you :)

The reason I did not give up, until today, is because I still carry hope.

I really wonder why should I?

Friendship forever? Sounds familiar :)

Tear?
Not even a drop :)

Madness?
None :)

Sadness?
Hmmm... a little?

Please smile to me :)

no title

it felt so hurt
u hurted so many people T_T
i know i am no good
i will practice harder :(
aunty luisa said being talented you will be able to show a better move
but without talent you can still dance well with more effort
so i will try harder !!


p/s: i found guys with magnetic voice really charming!!




wishlist :
to be complimented by R.
to get a partner.
to get henry's reply SOON.

kitten's gone!

wonder what this post is about?

READ THE TITLE.

i wonder where it has gone..

the kitten, it came from nowhere.
newly borned at the front gate of my dad's office.
the workers there feed it milk everyday.. until it was able to consume solid food.
it loves to play.. always sniffing and licking..

i guess these are the last time i was taking photos for it.

did i hear, cute sitting posture?

actually it sprained its hind legs. so it couldnt even stand..
ahhh.. mentioning this makes my heart sour.. :'(
the worker accidentally knocked this kitten's leg when he was opening the gate
then the kitten cried T.T
it couldnt walk properly, instead it was dragging its legs.... ahhhh.. hand me a tissue please..
that worker feel guilty since the boss's daughter (me) sayang the kitten so much..
so he brought the kitten to a veterinary and it costed RM150
from that day onwards, for a week's time, the kitten was placed in a box, to avoid it from moving around too much which would worsen the injury.
so it kept MEOW~ MEOW~ MEOW~ there..
I played with it, and placed it into the box very very very gently..
but now it's gone :(
i wonder if its injury has fully recovered.
and i wonder if it missed me :(
mum hates animal, thats the reason i am never allowed to keep a pet.
just in case you are wondering.

someone please teach me snookering!

After forcing L to bring me for snookering, we went to this restaurant named 金碑梨 which is located at sri petaling.
It is a restaurant pretty much with hong kong style.
even though i am not really satisfied with its sanitation (cockroach crawling right beside my foot)
and some of the food (potato taste sour instead of sweet at our last visit), anyway they gave us a free dessert for that.

weee~ look indulging isnt it? the green layer outside is thin and it felt like the 冰皮 of mooncake.

and also the thick cream and durian paste inside.. loves!

seafood pasta. cuttlefish taste 'hanyir' and the sauce is too little.

DONT YOU FEEL LIKE ENGULFING IT???? that's the reason i ordered.
(with addition its under the 养颜炖品 section)
Anyway it doesnt taste so nice. this is called hong kong style steamed egg.
but it has ginger taste. yucks. guess what? i actually finished the entire bowl.
Very big thank you to L.
He kept repeating a sentence which makes me feel sorry for wasting:

If an African saw this food they would have eaten everything including the bowl.

fine.

something unhappy happened.

but i guess friendship will last forever.

at least for me it does.

oh gawd, i am so emo!!