不一定要是牛仔才会很忙

我是一个完美主义者

朋友约我，我尽量赴约

自己的选择，也一定要做到

结果一脚踏两船

不不不

踏了好多只船

有点两头不到岸的感觉

已经没有什么时间了

开始觉得有一点痛苦

我真的很忙

深呼吸

加油

咬紧牙关冲过去!!

情人眼里出西施

其实不知道为什么人家说这句

西施只是小时候可爱罢了

应该说情人眼里出pomeranian

parce que pomeranian est tres tres tres mignon~

不过我有一只西施

他很乖很温柔很听话

对我很好爱听我说话而且很在意我的感受

但由于太过在意我

一直追问我的感受

深怕我对他反感

却因为这样

我竟然感到不耐烦

我跟西施从来没有吵过架

这次也不算是

因为从头到尾他的语气都是非常无敌的温和

完全没有提高声量

我不是小女子，不会小鸟依人

我是女强人的人才

我有脾气，好脾气

我有耐性，很有限

我有理智，无人能敌，就连西施也要甘拜下风

我有好奇心，总想出去闯，却让人担心

但我知道，不管我是一个怎样的人

我还是大西施的小西施

谢谢你对我的耐心关心信心和忠贞的心

但你真的真的太多心了

还没有好

咦 焕婷你的脸还没有好咩

..... (哭)

听说啦 萝卜可以医治好暗疮

我不会下厨

就把萝卜丢进沸腾的水

第一片感觉不错

第五片感觉还好

第十片我咽不下去了

天上地下的各个神明阿

可怜可怜我

让我下个星期不要再以暗疮示人了好不好

blurgh

Havent blog for some time.
Am so busy with my life..
Had my BU1 test yesterday, was so stressed up for it.
I feel that I am responsible for what I have chosen myself.
No pain no gain.
A few updates here are..
my car crashed into a myvi, and we're still dealing how to settle the matter.
i'm having bad diarrhoea.
reports, assigments and midterms keep coming up..
I need more time =(

p/s: now i know how it feels like.

我怎么了

一大堆人做M字腿
我很想大笑
虽然我也在那人群中

一大堆美女
我 不喜欢

有种争风吃醋的感觉
尴尬的气氛
我想躲起来

被邀跳舞
犹豫很久
拒绝很多次
那舞池好像不属于我

是我变了吗？

不爱说话了
不爱人群了
不热情了
不拍照了
想很多了

blogger on hiatus

Didnt the title explains everything already?

No, of course it didnt.
Having 3 tests continuously and 2 labs to be submitted continuously, seriously kanasai urghhh!

You will never understand how I feel just because you're not me.

apologise

When there is a problem, everyone would look for someone to hold all the responsibilities.
Blame, scold, everything she wants to do to release her anger.
It feels sucks when you are the middle person.
You will feel like you're the one linking them up to this scandal, and of course you have the responsibility.
Maybe they wouldnt blame you, but how are you going to face them?
Especially when they are your best friends.
Please do not trust me again.
For I do not trust myself either.
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
Theres nothing I can do to change anything now.
I'm really sorry.






Please take note, sharing = caring is not applicable everytime.

shh..

够了
不要再说了
你真的没有自己想象中的好
所以请不要再嫌别人的不足了
拜托
真的很惹人厌

shut up

emo......

URGE

I WANT TO....

SHOP - clothes, dresses, shoes, bags (note: with S)
EAT - aim to reach 45kg. dun throw tomatoes or eggs at me!
MOVIE - poker king, MJ, up :(
DANCE - practice duhhh! not much time left!! its like 3 more weeks to go O.O
BLOG - upload photos which make your computer lag. wahahha!
HAPPY - am happy now :D

wth, i'm blogging at working hour. hahahahaha!
lucky star oh lucky star, please shine on me and everyone i know :)

I'm a shoppaholic! I feel like spending money! I wanna buy stuff!
oh my, i'm such a big spender. and big spender doesnt feel good because she is poor!!!!!
my parents are happy i'm working for them, seriously.
They think I'll be hindered from spending money, and it really does.
and they would love to have me in their vision.
arrrrrgggh, i'm EIGHTEEN !!!!
no one cares about it. ) :

holiday without cash is nothing.

i miss my bed and you :(

2 months holidays :D

exam is over :D
metabolic biochem was... fine.
lols dare not to say anything until my result is announced xD
went for dinner with yetshiou yesterday, to celebrate MY holidays :D
he has no holidays lar, that workaholic....
he told me he finishes his work at 8 something but in the end he came at 10pm
I released 60% of my anger in facebook, and remaining 40% disappeared after i take my food.
LOL.
I know I need to learn to be concerning, to step into others situation and think.
on the way to Jaya One I just kept quiet, I guess he feel pretty helpless too HAHAHA
I'm gonna stay home today..... :D
I love holidays :D bet this feeling only last for one month xD

btw, i forgived him.

A post without picture

It has been a long long time since I last blogged about my heart feelings.
Everytime its about outing, food, outing, movie, outing.... and the list goes on.
Aren't you bored of reading these? I am.
Or do you feel even sick of reading a post full with words.
Without any bolded or colourful alphabets laying all over your monitor. (exactly like the one u're reading right now)
I chose not to neglect my blog even though there is no outing, no birthday celebration.
I'm hiding myself at home, hoping the less polluted environment would cure my acnes.
I know it would cure by itself. Like my swollen eye.
Hey wait, maybe my swollen eye is one of the side effect of using the horrid mask which I couldn't recall its brand anymore.

Enough grumbling over my face problem.

There is someone in my life, who lives in a totally different world from me.
It's not an easy task to allow two parallel lines encounter.
I was suffering from it. But now I'm getting used to it.
And starting to feel sick of it.
It seems to be an open and shut case.
There's no one is hindering me from escaping.
Soft-hearted is the reason.
Whenever he asked, I would stay.
Calling off the determination I've been telling myself all the way.
I am so useless.
I am the reason of all the suffering.
Being reluctant of letting go.
Is there love between us?
None of us would be able to answer this question because we refuse to make promises to each other.
What an anguish.

I

WANT

TO

WATCH

TRANSFORMERS

&

ICE AGE 3

I

WANT

TO

EAT

McDONALDS

&

KFC

umm. i think my blog is now flooded with pictures la.
I scare you all see my face till sien.
so, no picture for this random blog.
happy? :DDD *claps*
no more class on tuesday, but I'll have to wake around 6am tomorrow to prepare for 8am class.
I am still wondering if it is a good thing.
eh to all the fatties (fat joyce, fat naNA, fat kafoong), tomorrow eat kfc ok?
mcD also can la. heeeheee
next time i mention fatties you all know de la har~

i feel so empty these days, but don't worry cause I will be happy tomorrow! :D

i know i am not good. yucks. i am so irritated with myself. eww.

I NEED U, DAD

These few days has been really busy for me.
Besides going out, its still going out.
I rushed reports, assignments at last minute.
But the output is very little, have to thank my groupmates (ghee and joyce) for doing most of the job. I feel so lucky being in same group with JOYCE. hahaha
PAISEH man.. very good la u people.. hehe..
oh yea.. don't be too sad for losing your pendrive la har.

I hardly stay home, guess this explained why I seldom update these days.
I went out almost everynight, for practice and dinner with friend.
I reached home at 10pm, which used to be my SLEEPING TIME.
but its worth it, i'm not the only person sacrificing eh? my partner sacrificed his body for our dance too. HAHAHAHA.

My daily routine is like, go college, practice, sleep, wake, college, practice..
Feel so sorry for my mummy, she was forced to stay at home alone.
Erm actually my younger brother was at home also la, but he has computer as company, so he wouldn't speak a word to mummy except 'what to eat for dinner'?
this brother really celaka, unfilial. (as if I am)
i give mummy a kiss and hug before i go out, and i sleep with her everynight.
haha, sweet?
DADDY faster come back larhh!!!
driving is not FUN at all!!!
I didn't have time to apply my lotion, moisturizer, sun block etc when i have to drive to college.
EWWW to my nail polish which is peeling off. ARGH. Will repair it asap. Stop reminding me of my ugly nail polish. TQ.


p/s: will update photos soon, stay tuned :)

:(

HERE I AM, ANNOUNCING THE DEATH OF JAVA...
damn hard lar java programming paper.. haihs..
cant believe i still can be so relaxed before the paper.. thinking it ll be easy.. like test 1 and midterm.. zzz..
joyce ah, d questions u forecasted not accurate oso one.. bluff me.. HMPH. sobs...
tips ms amutha gave is very little.. but better than none.
if she didnt give those tips maybe i can score 10/100. oh, is that even possible? zzz.
whatever.. i THINK we can pass java paper de lar...
dun be so pessimistic..
during sembreak no need to study java de lar..
no need prepare for supplimentary paper yet..
at least wait till the result is realised la right?????????????





i am so unhappy today.
i planned to buy a few stuff after java paper.
to comfort my wounded soul (direct translate from 受伤的心灵)
who knows the paper would take us such a long time..
once we came out from exam hall the whole place is full with noise..
complaints.. T.T

oh yea!! OUR house has adopted a rabbit recently.
its name is JDK.
cant find my usb cable leh. when i found only upload the picture la.
but i can briefly describe the rabbit first.
it is VERY large in size..
this rabbit is very unhealthy.. maybe cause it is old already.. so we have to take really good care of it.. especially its food, cant be too oily, spicy, creamy, ...............
the best food for it is OAT and mineral water.

siens lor!

HAIYO.

life is so hectic with lab reports, midterms and assignments.
no time to go hang kai kai.
sobs!
one lab report on list, two assignments reaching due date soon, 3 midterms in the following 2weeks.
wo de ma ma ya~



OH BTW.
I'M BROKE.


haih.... no money how to buy d thing start with letter B leh... T.T
who wanna sponsor me lehhh~~~~~
saw my reminder in previous post..
SOB.



ANOTHER THING IS..
i've actually go against with all the reminders i set in last post.
i did not do any revision for this week.
i have not finish up my lab report.
i overspent this week .. haih
i stepped over the borderline. i'm a stupid.
i'm still as 8 as i used to be. always.
i have not try any new thing this week.
i skipped my dance class today.
*full with guilts*











P/S:
frens..
u all better study more in front of me..
dun keep removing my attention from books larrrhh.. very sui de lor u all.. haihya!!!