流了一身浪子的血

喜爱新事物 总让adrenaline狂飙

一直想去新的地方 过新的日子

遇不同的人 说不同的语言

吹着风 晒着太阳

什么也不在意 什么都不理

大大声的笑

与世无争的过日子

那么潇洒

是多么向往这种生活

但浪子总是寂寞的

你行吗？

似曾相识

越喜欢就越在意 越紧张 越挣扎 越难受

越害怕失去 越没有安全感

越不愿放手 抓的越紧

最后 可能就是迷失 然后找不回你自己

然后你就得选择你自己或者成为个傀儡

而人总是自私的不是吗？

流浪者之歌

缓慢的脚步

抽蓄的痛苦

反复的挣扎

喜悦的降临

奔放的快乐

圆满的结束

没有男女主角

没有对白

陪着的是动听的合唱

对我来说是很简单，展现很多情绪的作品

行尸走肉

工作着

沉默着

想着

闷着

忙着

伤着 

哭着

无奈着

除了这些

没什么感觉

我那么自私着无视着，会有报应的

Life is complicated because you are.

Life is not easy because you're asking for something more than simple.

You're afraid of losing because you're not giving and thus you know you don't deserve it.

You thought you have recovered until you realised your tears wet your cheeks, unconsciously.

You thought it wouldnt be that difficult until you realised how much you loved, and being loved.

 Letting off your hands, it was never easy. And I am still not strong enough to handle.

You know both of you were not made for each other. You know there is someone else at the position.

 You are happy for him, you wish he would have grabbed his happiness.

But your wound, it wouldnt heal.  

All the evidences of how deep both have loved all the while, they all turned blades, that cut over and over again. 

I cannot do any further but never, ever allow these to happen once more. 

 


 

幸福快乐

允许我老土的来个文字上的告别迎接仪式

起起伏伏的一年，在我身上发生影响最大的莫过于是那件事

但经过这事，我学会理解，消化后接受，再放下

在我懂事以来第一次面对离别，原来它真的不是那么简单的事情

或许是上天的安排让我们都遇到更合适的人

♥