草芦

finally get d chance to go there :)
altho it disappoints me a little
and the horoscope drinks is no longer there
but still, i love the milk shakes <3

strawberry milk shake. i luv the drinks there. it taste a little yogurt-ish. lol

and her mango milk shake. as nice as mine. haha

we're on diet. black pepper n mushroom chicken chop. mushroom but doesnt taste like mushroom. i dun like it.

she always ''look down'' on me cuz she's tall lols

woahh.. i like this :D proud of malaysians

My love list

I think its time to write them down..

MY LOVE LIST

1. He has a soothing voice which i think its very romantic even when I am just talking to him


2. I like those guys who really LOL : laughes out loudly, it can cheer people up :) not hihihi or hohoho but hahaha. lols


3. A gentleman, do what guys should


4. Not someone who tolerates with me in everything, but let me know when I am wrong, correct me. I know I am not perfect and this is why I need someone to remind me


5. Decision maker, not always asking for mine. I like it when someone arrange things for me. It makes me feel like I don't have worry about anything


6. Understands me, and know what I need at the right time.


7. He can sing :) not to say very impressing but comfortable to be heard of and sing me into sleep
8. He loves dancing like how much I do
9. He can cook good food. I love food :D
10. Earns more $ than I do and willing to spend it. not too thrifty.
11. He has inner beauty :) caring, loving, kind, loyal, patience and has good temper.
12. Daring. Behaves like a guy. Dare to pursue for own right, not tolerating and listening to others even if there's something he's not willing to do. This is very important. Cause I hate it, that i see it on myself.
13. Always holding my hand whenever, wherever and do not let go easily. I'm very sensitive. Even if he is going to answer a call, tell me that he is going to let go my hand.
14. An open relationship. I don't like underground relationship unless I am not serious about it. Do not keep the relationship as a secret, be proud of having me!

he may not own all the things i mentioned above. but at least most of them. i am not writing these down so that the guy who own these values will come to me. i am just recording them down so that i know and remember what's the kind i want. tired of tolerating and people often changes my mind. that's all for now. may add on more points anytime.

another day of my holidays

Date : 27 august 2008

Time : 3.00pm (but me n tung were both late ;p)

Venue : old place, old town white coffee

Activity : yamcha lar! xp

omg. his skin is so pinkish. sei yea..

cute :D

obviously this ss pic is not taken by me loh.. xD hahas cuz if it was me, you wouldnt b able to see the whole head. MY STYLE. xD

after that, jason went for dono-what-thing, tung followed me back home to go for swimming... whee~ have not been swimming for a week.. ^^

excited to go for swimming xD taken in my room with my phone. i luv the orange lights ^^

sweat sweat sweat... after back from the pool..

we did not swim.. cuz the guard doesnt let us to swim.. scare strike by lightning guah.. haih.. before that we were discussing.. if we striked by lightning.. we'll b the first 2 idiots found dead in pool after being striked by lightning... lols suan le.. next time ba.. lol

p/s: yer.. tung going to taiwan soon... in future.. who is going to swim with me...? T.T ahhhhh tungggggg... babai....

decide? not? decide? not?

there is something on my mind
i am afraid to make decision
and i think this is the reason, i still haven't made up my mind
until tonight
i feel that i have decided
i am not sure.. i just feel that way..
i am not confident.. i am not ready.. yet
but there's a little voice telling me this is what i should do..
not sure whether am i being rational like i am always NOT
but i learned that.. let it be
appreciate while you still own it
at least you think you do
why worry so much?
it doesnt help anything
whoa.. if i can think like this all the time
i wont emo anymore lols
perhaps, not making decision is consider as running away from problem
but at the same time, i am allowing time to prove and show me the path i should take


"i don't care what ll happen.. i just want to do this..''


first time in my life.. this thinking popped out..
however, at the next second, i doubted
i never wanted to regret, this is why i can hardly make decision
from head to tail.. first to last.. front to back..
i am just talkin crap.. talking about my sudden feeling..
ahh.. dun care first.. just enjoy whatever i have now..
delaying again?
huh.. who cares? theres no due date for it. not like assignment ==


maybe, i should just sit here and wait for things to happen at its own.


something is going on, i know, someone is making a move.

p/s: dun ask me anything if u dun understand. i dun think anyone does. just expressing my feeling here.

tagged by tung

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

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1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
of course

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
complicated

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who really loves me

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
I always do. But the feeling fades really fast. I won't tell the someone that I love him unless he loves me too.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
At least it feels better than no love. Love feels good and bad at different time.

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
Forget me.

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
"........" since the someone doesnt believe me, why should i say more?

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yes. when I'm touched by what he did and think he doesnt deserve not being loved.

9 ) What's do you like about yourself?
I love myself being honest to people. and then I'm slim! xD

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
its just another way of having fun, in relationship. I used to hate these kinda ppl until I realised its actually .. gaining experience in life?


[[ * PART 2 * ]]
1) Best place to cry?
with someone's arms around.

2 ) Who do you love the most?
myself

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
wow. I actually dreamed of tung tung barbecue-ing chicken wings with lots of honey for me. *drools* and it was someone's birthday. I saw many people in chs school uniform. ahh. lame like always.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
nope.

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
I really love you.

The last person
-you had a beer with? in a gang ==
-Went to the movies with? json
-talked on the cell phone with? daddy
-u yelled at? noone


In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? no
~Danced crazy? no


Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
don't feel like mentioning here.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I wish that no one will ever lie to me.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Every corner of the world.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Never.

Are you old fashioned?
no

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I don't love them back.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
daddy. i love him.



5 Facts About Me:
playful
emotional
coward
confident
doesnt trust in guys

5 things that scares me
insects
work
ghost
loneliness
human being. who knows what they are actually thinking. excepted for my buddies :D

5 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
There's Nothing - Sean & Paula
抢玫瑰 - 林俊杰&林宇中
Love song - Sarah Bareilles
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
我爱你 - 卢广仲

5 Things I treasure in My Life
my friends
my family
... that's all?

5 important moments in My Life
the day I left kt and came to PJ
in las ulu yam trip :)
passed my driving test
being on the bridge of twin tower with him
esprit camp
being in redang island with family

7 Things I Always Use
s500i baby
pc
nail polish
cash $$
white heels
my purse
pillow :)


tagged:
yan ping
yuk hoong
shawn
sook yee
li may
wen yau
json
jason low (bff) :p

2 days in a post

I went times square on wednesday :)
and then pavilion for movie - la lingerie
a lot bras in that movie, in conclusion, not bad ;)

this guy really has a lot ex. we met his x x x gf in pavilion. lols. crap. girls, remember his face and stay away or he'll swallow u. kakaka.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

went to pyramid today :)

SHOPPING DAY!

will upload our sticker photos soon after i scanned them. kaka

shopping mate :D

cheers~

crap

to A,
I thought I have gained your trust
but recently
you started questioning me
everything i do, everywhere i go
I am not your doll
I might have done something i shouldnt
but I rarely do that
I am already 17 years old
don't treat me like a baby
I love you
is because you are open-minded enough
not like another
enough said.



to B,
its MY HOLIDAYS.
so stop telling me what I should do
I know I am lazy
but its holidays !!!
If holidays isnt time to enjoy and play
when should I play? or rest?
that fella have been resting at home for 3 months without doing anything
pleaseeeeee turn ur head to him before me
#$%#@#