another shot of my mole
damn sien. lols. travelling travelling.... this is what happen when i have nobody to look at...
ahh.. what a boring post.. urgh
I think I've changed
yea u might say, CEH, people changes
I am no longer the VERY INNOCENT huanting
but I'm still innocent la xD
compared to last time, I realised I have different perspective of thinking
Recalling of the past, I don't believe people will die so easily
I seriously don't
and I don't believe that those people who get diseases is really suffering
I'M SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....
Now i know
There is nothing perfect in this world
NOTHING
people die, sick, suffer, sad
Perhaps u feel like dying when someone rejected you, breaking up with your bf, failing your exam, get scolded by parents, got isolated from friends
You feel like it is the end of the world (I wonder if anyone still being so innocent)
but in fact, it is just a small part in the life
DON'T EVER THINK OF DYING
if you are dead, u are making the sad part owning a big percentage in your life
because you have lost the chance of creating happy part
so why should you?
When i face sadness, I hope time will flush away its colour, fading it away
everyday is a brand new day! nobody should live in the past
wake up in the morning, rub your eyes, keep your face to the sunshine and you will not see the shadows :)
8岁你要编故事哄她睡;
18岁你要编故事骗她和你睡;
28岁不用故事就和你睡;
38岁她会编故事骗你和她睡;
48岁你要编故事不和她睡。
haha.. i like the 38 years old.. sound so yammm..
really 38 xD
saw this joke in shawn's blog. lols nice one!
why girls like that leh..
i seriously dun wan to grow up leh..
just remain at this age..
just play all i want..
no need to consider of anything else.. urgh
building castle in the air
fine, its late.
signed off with a smile :)
p/s : wishing phoebe ho happy birthdayyy :D xoxo~
yesterday right after msian studies
i went to amcorp for lunch with fl..
in sri melaka.. (again...)
and the mutton rendang.. (AGAIN...)
the portion got smaller anyway..
and the fruits also different alr..
:/
but the price still same la.. so.. fine..
petrol rises so everything rises. fine fine fine.
after that we went to mcD for the sundae cone..
which we used to eat very often..
ok.. price rises oso.. fine..
then we went to shopped a while..
actually is she teman me shopped a while..
then we waited for the rain to stop :(
but it doesnt.. so we decided to .. walk under the rain..
oohh......
raindrops
keep
falling
on
my
head~~~
i look reddish.. because i was having fever =.=
and she look cute.. without the specs..
everyone agrees right??? :D:D
was so sick then.. lol but still went out to release stress..
reached home at around 6pm..
oh yea.. i bought a singlet, a bag and nail polish..
^^ not to forget ifeel magazine.. kaka
no big changes in amcorp..
still, not many shops..
no cinema :/
and no kfc there.. huh.. only mcD..
anyway.. i saw subway opening soon there..
only tried subway once..
and it became memory.. :) haha
*sorethroat*
so i guess that's all for now..
will resume my physics revision session soon ..
ohh ohh...
btw.. anyone interested to go for fish spa? :D
i think it looks fun.. heh..
i blog really often these days
bear with me
i never thought i could be that emo
emo season huh?
i hope to reverse the clock
cuz i dono how to solve things
so useless
i dun wanna grow up T.T
i thought i wouldnt hurt anyone
i thought everyone will be happy to know me
i thought i can be an open heart fruit for everyone
i tried hard not to hurt anyone
however,
everyone is hurted
i don't know how does it happen *sigh*
i'm sorry i do not know how to please everyone
when i trying to please someone, another feel sad
i'm sorry
never mean to hurt anyone
someone said, this world is unbalance
its never gonna balance
when someone is happy, another ll b sad
i will only feel happy..
when i see people around me is happy..
mayb not everyone..
but at least those i really care..
i really care about u..
please dun b sad anymore..
turn off ur cool mode..
be the usual you..
don't change..
for.. i care about u.. alot..
no matter what is our relationship..
i dun mind.. dun care..
just wish u to be happy..
dun mean to hurt.. anyone..
i found a place of peacefulness
its not innisfree land
its not a fantasy
its just deep in the water
i was not alone
bubbles are with me
waves are with me
i can move in anyway i want
side kick? front kick?
not a problem
alone
i had fun sharing my secrets with bubbles
sound insane?
yeah.. i know it does..
somewhere peaceful
with less gravitational force
more buoyant force
made me feel lighter..
less pressure..
ohhh... i'm floating!
thanks for the support :)
peacefulness
yeah i found it
deep in the water
i couldnt think anymore
T.T
i am always like this
like the song titled jenny
'first you say you won't,then you say you will
you keep me hanging on, without moving on'
this is what i keep repeating
i'm sorry if i keep you up and down, really
i don't want to
holding book
my mind is full of you
please, kill me
dare not to accept the thing i wanted the most
scared of getting hurt
i know, i am a coward
at the moment i forbid myself from approaching it
i thought i would be happy
however
it is just lying over myself
i am soooo dead
sooo dead
dead
I'M DEAD
If loving me is the most suffering case
i'm sorry
*cries*
the inability to speak in vulgar words make me suffer alot
i really cant find a way for me to release all my stress
i hate myself
i hate this world
i hate ...................
i don't have the gut to kill myself,
so please kill me.