To love is to suffer

Because you have to suffer in order to love

And you suffer when you lost it

This is a complicated world

Human being are all complicated animals

I keep telling myself

Everything will be fine after some time

The complicated side of the world

I wished I never stepped out of my fairytale

And it is never easy to smile like I used to again

Because to love is to suffer

To suffer in insecurity

To suffer in obligations and losing freedom

To suffer in expectations and limitations

To suffer in dwelling in the past and forcing oneself to overlook it

To suffer in jealousy

To suffer in trying to hold the possessiveness in

To suffer in missing a person

To suffer in order to love

How much I wished we never had so much past

That things are simpler

That tears and smiles are only for one but no other person

And I wish my eyesight is worse, so I could see only you

Because I am suffering in love