I have phobia towards ...

Since I was young, mom kept warning me whenever she read news about boyfriend killed girlfriend, husband killed wife etc.
Be careful when making friends, she said.
That's my phobia, yes, towards bian tai people.
I guess that's my childhood nightmare.
I am afraid of them as much as my phobia towards ghost.
Thus my response towards biantai people and ghost are the same.
Which is to cry.
Sorry if I freaked you ><
I admit myself being a freak; for being paranoid, got cheated so easily and childish.
Please do not blame yourself.
I'm a crybaby x)