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I feel weird and a little guilty.
Nothing special has actually happened but still, it has been bothering me the entire day when I wasn't dancing.
Guess I just couldn't concentrate on more than one thing at the same time.
I hesitated a while and finally moved.
Well, things weren't as bad as I thought it might be.
But it wasn't something good either.
WHATEVER.
Maybe this is it. End of story.
Am I emo-ing? WUUUU. I've forgotten what emo-ing is like.
Had a long chat with chynwoei this early morning O_O
Nah, relationship is just not my thing.
Its because I know nothing and often ruined it.
I've even forgotten how it is like to hold the hand of a person whom you like.
I don't understand.
Why start if you already know it isn't leading to a perfect ending?
A perfectionist I am.


p/s: sorry for being emo. bear with it. just once in a while.