I FAILED

*cries*
I failed badly..
feel so tired today..
cried too much..
on the lrt..
bus..
even tho my tears flow silently..
people just stare at me..
i can do nothing
but
continue to wipe them..
i did that so often that someone came to me and ask whether am i having cold..

but i feel so so so so so so so extremely sad..
can feel that i've growned up
when i recalled of many years back
things which made me cry

failing my pbsm senior test
failing in school test for d first time
failing to b with the one i admire
failing to control myself when i see people i like being sum other girl
failing to get some other way to express my bad feeling
failing to be brave enough to listen to ghost stories
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ohh.. and also..
i remember i cried when i was knocked by a deer...
while everyone was laughing beside me...
sounds funnnnnnnyyyy??????

in future..
i don't know how often i will cry and of what reason...
i only know that..
i cried so so much for failing my driving test..
dun ask me which part i failed...
cause i failed all the parts.... * BIG CRY*